It’s my 26th birthday today! I am getting old haha.
Don’t freak out but i do this every year
And i literally forgot my birthday up until was reminded of on Sunday haha!
Way to start my another year. Lmao. Burned by candle wax lmao
If only it can be undone, i would have committed it repeatedly already since i was 11
But then i know, it’s not, and i would regret it eventually.
If only life is a novel with a happy ending…
If only life ‘s problems could be resolved by laughter, but as much as we want to it won’t.
If only it can be undone, i would have committed it repeatedly already since i was 11
But then i know, it’s not, and i would regret it eventually
The moment they announced the world tour i was already up and arms determined i will see it even if i had to go overseas for it. I wasn’t sure they’ll consider the Philippines because while we’re big on kpop here, PH is pretty much an SMTown country save for 2ne1… although not really coz it’s actually Sandara Park’s , not 2ne1 as a whole.
Since January, i’ve been saving up for it. So much coz i might go to Singapore for it, if i have to. When they finally announced the tour dates i was more than ecstatic! After years of pinning after BigBang, i’m gonna be finally seeing them. 4 years is indeed a long time coming.
i had just enough money for a VIP 3 standing ticket, i could even pull off a VIP seated, but i honestly didn’t think the VIP seated was worth it, and i didn’t think i could stand in adrenaline in the standing section so i was really just determined to get a Lower Box seating, But it had to be front row seat! The day of the release was raining extravagantly hard, there was a storm if i remembered right and it was flooded everywhere. Still i braved going to the nearest mall, SM Taytay to get my ticket. Delays with the release and everything, panic almost ensued; apparently there were only 3 people at SM ticket booth in SM Taytay who have inquired on BigBang tickets. I thank heaven’s that day that the girls manning the booth was patient and accommodating enough of the constant bugging. An then i finally got my ticket. Granted it wasn’t my first choice seat by the middle, i still got a pretty decent seat in lower box area.
The wait leading to October 24, was excruciating enough. It has taken me energy and determination not to just go to Youtube and search for everything i could of the concert. I want to be surprised to not expect anything, not even the set list.
I bought new shoes and bags for the concert lmao!
Finally, the day of the concert came.
The night before there was a sudden announcement that any form of camera is not allowed. I was in a panic on how i will hide my planned 3 cameras with me. Lmao i did manage to tho.. hehe
Since i have a reserved seat, i did not have to go and camp out of MOA Arena to line. my original plan was to arrive a 6PM, but since i sold some of my 2ne1 stuffs, i met up with the buyers early, so i was already at the MoA arena by 4. I was alone, didn’t have anyone to go with me so it was futile, even hilarious, if i go crazy over the sponsor booths so i didn’t.
My crown lightstick is dead! Omg dead
— Sandra ♠ (@GhelSandra) October 24, 2012
Relax lightstick lang yan. Keri lang kahit walang ilaw. May spare yellow lightsick ka naman.Hinga ng malalim.
— Sandra ♠ (@GhelSandra) October 24, 2012
I lined up at 5:30 PM after eating an early dinner at Kenny Rogers. Wondering why BigbangPh still isn’t handing out mission paraphernalia like they originally planned. Anyway, the gates should have opened up at 6, but by some reason, they didn’t until 7. By then we were all scrambling i though there was going to be a stampede. It was crazy and exhausting. I got squished, stamped on, i was sweating profusely, and i know i stared to smell really bad. There was increased tension at how poorly MoA arena handled the concert goers. I’ve seen at least 4 who passed out.
The concert should start at 8pm sharp, and it was already 730, and i was still in line. It was a nightmare in line. Finally a few minutes to 8, i finally reached the entrance. Since ive been to the Jonas Brothers concert a few days before, i knew how the guards inspected the bags and all that. I saw that the guard on the other line was incredibly strict and he really confiscated cameras and all. I was really lucky that i lined up to a guard to was pretty lax about it, YeS i was able to sneak in all my 3 cameras! 🙂
I was exhausted at this point, dehydrated and on the verge of nervous breakdown from too much excited and trauma. Lmao. Got a huge serving of coke and filled up on my sugar. After getting assisted by an usherette, i was finally on my seat. Looked up around the arena and noticed that seats still hasn’t been filled up. There still a huge huge line by the time i got inside the arena. I settled on my seat, had a few chats with a few girls a couple of seats away. I fixed my cameras ready. It was already a few minutes after 8 then. Then, while still waiting for my sweat to dry up, the lights closed down and the concert vtr started playing. At this point i didn’t know if i should stand coz i didn’t want to be rude and block the people behind me, but when i looked back they were all standing so i was WTH, i did and OmG finally the concert started!
Seeing these 5 magnificent guys standing 20 meters away from me, is exhilarating I was on the verge of hysterics from too much happiness at finally seeing them in the flesh. The curtains went down and the arena was filled with screams over the opening verses for STILL alive gave me goosebumps when i saw them standing in their capsules from outer space in all they swag and stance ready for that perfect picture. And then finally, the opening lines for Tonight, with GD screaming “what’s up, Philippines!” i totally lost it.
Intro + still alive + Tonight
Song after song they gave it their all, at this point i was numb i didn’t care if i hurt the people around me from flailing too much. I was enjoying it to the best of my energy. The concert was beautiful, Pyro techniques, elaborate costumes, sets; it was a show to see. Seeing bigbang just on my computer screen for 4 years was nothing compared to how awesome they are in real life.
G-dragon is a force to be reckoned with. As the leader of Bigbang he is put together, but still encompasses that charm and authority. I was in awe, and i know everyone will be too, especially that almost the entire discography of BigBang is written and or produced by him. He is talent and just seeing him, he is bigger than life.
Taeyang is everywhere, he moves a lot, tearing up his clothes and sending motherfuckers into frenzy. As the the most verse in english, he did most of the talking. Although to be honest, i barely understood what he is saying. I think he was trying to sound ghetto, and cool but it doesn’t come out naturally. He may come out as obnoxious half the time but one cannot deny he was trying hard. With that i still thank him. I still didn’t like his hair, it is ugly!
Seungri was a sweetheart. His fanservice is incredible. His personality is so big, he doesn’t care if his english sucks balls. At one point he said “SiGaW” ! Haha. He is always trying, and that’s one of his best attributes. He sounded beautiful too on bigbang ballads. I think a lot of Filipinas fell in love with him that night. He is quite a charmer.
T.O.P. received the loudest screams. I guess it is safe to say he is Manila’s fan favorite. Every little thing he does elicit shrieks(and moans) from hormone driven fangirls who though they can get pregnant just by hearing TOP. He is a funny man that night, servicing us with his choom dancing and his rare english. His voice is raspy, and sexy. He is incredibly good looking.
Daesung. daesung. Daesung. When people ask me who my favorite in bigbang was, i always tell them it’s taeyang. But months leading to the concert i realize that somewhere along that road, daesung went from 2nd to 1st. .. i brought a daesung banner… reviewing my fancams, i realized i was shrieking daesung’s name the entire night. HE IS A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL VOICE IVE EVER HEARD. He is unassumingly quiet but when when he performs he is incredible. I am in love and in awe of daesung. He was the highlight of the night for me. When he sang WINGS i was waving banner hoping he would notice. He didn’t but it’s ok. He received a huge love from me that night. I know he felt it. Haha
I couldn’t pick my favorite but HARU-HARU was one of the most special that night. I thought i was going to cry, but i didn’t. I was just too happy that night, i was taking it all in. I remember just closing my eyes holding my head up high and thanking that i was given the opportunity to see them.
Coming to the concert was the highlight of my year. One of the best night of my life. although i wished they sang koe wo kikasete as well but who ask for more? They’ve given me so much that night that a month later, i’m writing this with memories as fresh as the night itself. Thank you BIGBANG
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a question in MIND: is it worth reading MORTAL INSTRUMENTS knowing the history of the author?
As much as people loathed the Twilight books, i actually like them. The movies are a different thing tho.
The first Twilight movie was nice in my opinion. New Moon was … tolerable. And Eclipse is one of the most abhorring movies i’ve seen. So when i saw the Breaking Dawn movies, it was just to get it over with and see the closure of the franchise.
Breaking Dawn Part Two started a few pages into the the Third Book (in Bella’s POV) right after she first opened her eyes as a new born vampire. i wouldnt go into much detail
Spoilers: The Battle at the Clearing , and DEATHS
There were a lot of deaths in this movie.
When Alice and Jasper reached the Clearing, they went straight to Aro, and Alice let Aro “see” her mind. But Aro didn’t listen and still proceeded with his plan of destroying the Cullens. He and his guards forced hold of Alice and Jasper, and Carlisle furiously attacked. He was killed by Aro. Being the head honcho of the Cullen Family, this started the war. the Volturi Heads, Marcus, Aro, and Caius, ordered their army to fight, thus resulting to Bloodshed.
Jasper was killed by a Volturi guard through the help of Jane. Bella tried to shield Jasper at first but she was stopped by Alec.
Emmett killed Alec.
Kate electrified everyone; Jane was walking calmly around the clearing.
Meanwhile, Renesmee and Jacob were fleeing the scene but is being chased by a Volturi guard. and then Seth was incapacitated by Jane and ultimately got killed by another Volturi
Benjamin used his power to make a Hell hole. vampires were thrown into the fiery pit.
Esme was attacked and they both fell into the hole but they managed to grab hold onto the edges. Leah saw them, shook her attackers and tried to help Esme, but resulting into her and the Volturi vampire to fell into the hole. Leah saved Esme.
Edward killed Demetri while Alice went on to chase Jane who was trying to get away from her. Alice caught up with Jane, and brought her to Sam. Sam killed Jane.
Finally the Volturi heads joined the fight, Marcus after saying “finally” was attacked and killed by the Romanians, Vladimir and Stefan. He didn’t even defended himself. While Caius fought Garrett, Kate and Tanya. Kate electrified Caius and Tanya painstakenly tore Caius’ face in half. It was Awesome. lmao.
Bella and Edward both fought Aro. Bella grabbed hold of Aro’s head while Edward kicked his body thus disentangling the head from his body. The last thing Aro sees was Bella setting him on fire.
Thus this end. LOL.
Apparently, the Battle is just the vision of future Alice showed Aro. It is what will happen if Aro will not listen to her. After that Nahuel and his aunt showed up at the clearing.
There were a lot of discrepancies between the books and the movie.
To be honest, this movie saw the best of Kristen Stewart’s acting, more specifically that part when she was talking to Charlie the first time. Bella was supposed to be in pain being in close proximity to a human, and Kirsten did great in there…She looked like she’s really in pain. But then again, She acts like she’s ALWAYS IN PAIN, so she was definitely on point in that scene. very natural. lmao
Bella as a vampire still acts like Bella. There’s no regalness and finesse in her that should’ve been present once she became a vampire.She’s still Bella the human, except less twitchy. This became apparent when she was talking to J. Jenks. She didn’t exude that dazzling beauty that should’ve blinded everyone she walks by.
When i saw the trailer had a “fight” scene, i didn’t think how they could do it. it didn’t occur to me that it might be a vision Alice saw coz in the book, Alice went straight to Edwards side and she didn’t went to Aro. It was an unexpected moment for me. and i liked it.
There are 3 standout actors in this film, Lee Pace as Garrett, Michael Sheen as Aro, and Dakota Fanning as Jane. Lee Pace’s take on Garett is very different to what had imagined. i adored his rough edges, although while Kate and Garrett seemed to fit well in the books, seeing them visually took away that chemistry. Michael sheen as Aro is weirdly fantastic! His “laughable shriek of delight” was unbecoming and yet it works. Dakota Fanning, who didn’t have much lines in the movie did so much more than the actors who had a lot to say. her commanding presence as a powerful vampire with her vile stares, is enough to warrant this actress a round of applause.
The visual execution of the Vampire gifts are laughably deranged to say the least. They made the vampire look like magicians. it was absurd to see Benjamin making flames in his hands, or Alec producing that Black smoke out of his hands, which mind you should have been a mist. Kate’s was tolerable but it would’ve been better to be a bit more subtle. They are vampires, NOT MAGICIANS. Seeing them made the sparkling vampires more plausible in their world, and i’m trying to erase that thought in my mind.
for the heck of it i’ll give this movie 3 out of 5. i liked the battle scene. it was something i did not expect. it was good to see who “died” which i didn’t get in the movie. Dana Barbut0 said, “It’s telling that the cleverest part of the film is something that wasn’t even in Stephenie Meyer’s books. Just sayin’.”.. and i agree.
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